Generation G A P!!!

A very frequently used term. for each person the meaning to this is different. I'd rather term it as a mindset gap and also a term that has been taken for granted over a period of time... any differences with ur elders and u term it as a Generation Gap!

I am not to be excluded from this race! i am a part of this too... its basically an excuse of not listening to ur parents in particular! u know for a fact that they have seen more life than u have, u know for a fact that what they say is for ur own good and also coz u are precious to them in more ways than one, but then we are the children, we are the ones who want to experience everything first hand. Especially if ur parents tell u that its bad for you or u might get into trouble if u carry out a certain deed or a certain action of yours could ruin somethings for u...

We still have to go ahead and do it... come back as a loser and then argue with ur parents saying that its generation gap and "they will never understand"... TRUE, they will never understand, but they will never undrestand why in the first place did u go and do something that u were warned against. They wont understand why u wont listen to them, they wont understand why u have to stay up to the wee hours of the morning, they wont understand why u have to watch so much of TV and they wont understand why u WONT Listen to them.

You will never understand why they keep on telling what is right or wrong, u wont understand why they wont let u be out till late night, u wont understand why the have to always check on u, u wont understand why they tell u not to watch so much TV... u will never understand...

You wont understand coz u are rebellious and always wanna do things that ur parents tell u not to... why? coz u think that ur parents arent 'cool' enough, or they have a habit of continuously telling u whats right and whats wrong. and u think u are the biggest rockstars on the face of this earth and u are on ur way to glory!

As u mature and are put through things u eventually realise how wrong u were and wish u had listened to them and made some sense of what they told u... and when u are parents u realise what they must have gone through and how they must have felt when u disregarded them...

Trust me, its ur folly and nothing else. The sooner we learn, The Better!

Parents are the best teachers, Parents are the coolest people on the face of this earth, Parents are the BIGGEST ROCKSTARS you can come across!

This post is dedicated to my parents!! Sorry for all the times i have hurt you!

You rock!

Love u ma. love u dad!

Sanity

I have a problem, its more like a disease! the disease is that i suck when it comes to let go of people! near and dear ones or even distant ones matter to me! and i would cross several boundaries to be in touch or still cross borders to maintain the relation!

Some people say that its good, some people say its bad! for the good or the bad i dont know yet, but i find that it could be a gift (No, i am not BLESSED) the gift of trying to get people together, the gift of trying to get my friends in a group and interacting.

I have become a workoholic, i have lost the touch, i have lost the gift... my detached side is in action and i am moving away from what i was, and maybe would move away from what i should or would eventually be! This to a certain extent would be by chance rather than by choice! i dont know why this has happened, but its the reality and the truth and i choose to accept it, no blame game no finger pointing... its just the plain and simple truth...

Of all the people i have come across... there is one peculiar type... when it comes to dealing with people they just have 1 thing...

they are blind hitters, they swing HARD and as their luck would have it, they hit the sweet spot... but then to take care of people like 'these' u dont really need to swing... u just need to stick ur foot out and make them trip...

when a person is giving attitude to u... there are 2 main reasons!

1. they are confident and true

2. they are over confident and lying under their skins... and that sheep skin that they wear will trip them maybe not happened till now but eventually....

may not be in the same fashion but in a manner that they wont even know what hit them and it will hit them where it hurts the most! morally, financially, socially... anything...

Its upto us on how we deal with this and maintain our sanity! maintain what we are and stick by it... coz there is a thin red line between sanity & INsanity...

Peace!!

"Back to The Oblivion"

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Such is the mindset right now... its a bunch of mixed feeling. i have become an anti-social element as some people choose to put it.

somethings in my life started going wrong since July 2004. I dont know who is responsible, but i choose to take the blame on myself. it was a begining of some turbulent times, this turbulence hasnt yet left my side and i still continue to reel under them,

Its one of those things which u cant control at that moment, but over a period of time u realise that u have to put a full stop to those things. Some materialistic good become unattainable and certain things seem too distant, that is the time when u try and console urself and reason out why certain things are good or bad.

Its also the time in your life that u are careless about things, but there are people who have their emotions attached with those actions of yours. You are a rebel and wanna make ur own rules or bend the rules to suit yourselves.

Is there a way out? i dont know. I have not changed yet, i dont intend. (how ironical is it, that change plays such a key role in our lives and we are reluctant to change) the detached part of me says be stubborn, its your life and u live only once, u are here for a purpose and u necessarily are not here to make friends and be likeable. I have a bunch of close buddies who like me the way i am and would continue to like me or be with me come what may.

i have been irritable over the past month or so... i have no problems about it... i dont wanna meet people, i dont wanna go to social gatherings, i have an alumni meet today in Pune but i dont wanna go for that, i dont wanna make healthy or stupid conversation with people. i wanna run away... i dont wanna be in the house that i am in... i wanna move out, live independently, i wanna exist accoring to my own whims and fancies and not just simply survive.

i dont wanna share things that i dont wanna, i dont wanna force myself on anyone.. i wanna be the way i am, i wanna live like i am... i dont want pity, i dont want sympathy, i dont wanna be told what to do, i dont wanna be questioned. I dont wanna call anyone, i dont wanna receive any calls... i am happy with my 14 hours of work, i am happy with my 5 hours of sleep, i am happy with my 3 hours of me and my computer.... i dont wanna socialise, i dont wanna

Just dont want to...

Just want to be Detached!!!!

PEACE!!!!!!!