Self reflection 

I met a beautiful girl one day…

I met her & we connected, and we connected like we’d never connected with anyone before.

We were one, one like we knew each other for years, like we wanted to know each other forever.

The moment started slowly, slowly but surely & in that moment we’d already spent days, months & years together from before and after.

We knew it was good, we knew it would only be good. But then isn’t it scary knowing the future? Knowing that the feelings you have at that moment and the thoughts about the future are just so right.

I think that what happened. Our moments that we had together were so precious that they’d never happened before and would never happen again.

The moment was so strong that it took out future away…

I met a beautiful girl one day…

“walking down an old memory lane, I’d wonder id we should build a longer lane or maybe cherish just one day”

The Feel

I see the sun, I see the rain, I see the world, I see your smile. All I wanna do is walk in life with you by my side.

I’ve had friends; I’ve been in love. I don’t know what this is. Definitely something more from above.

I see the beginning. I see the end. I see the pain & yet I’m blind.

Why has life been so full of ups and downs? More downs than ups. Is it taunting me? Is it preparing me? Whatever it is, I hope to make the most of it.

Am I what I was? Am I what I am? Will I be what I am? Whatever it is, I hope I’ll be the same for you.

Words came to my thoughts, and thoughts seem not to stop. Enough I say! Stop they do not. What do I do? They cant stop.

Change for the world I do. Change the world for you I will do. Don’t know what but something for you I must do.

Miss you? I do. Love you? Hmmm… I guess I do. Want you? I’m sure I do. Tell me why all this I must do? Did you didn’t you? What did you that I have to do for you?

One day you’ll decide to go away. That day you’ll leave an empty hole in my heart & life. Wonder what guy up above is thinking? Hope he gives me the strength to get by.

My heart screams in pain. My tears I hold back when the thought comes to me that one day you may leave. But the only wish that comes to me is that you be the happiest. J

It means a lot to see your smile. It means the world if I could hold your hands. It feels like heaven when u rest yourself on my shoulders, I wonder if this is a dream…

I thought that I never thought. Now I think I think too much. In fact I only think.

I write these things not for you. I write these things to remind me how much you mean to me. I say these things not to make you like me but to remind me how much I cherish you.

Give, give, give. I know I have only to give. What did you do for me that I cannot stop. All that comes from within is all that I have to give.

A thought, a wish. Let me give you what I owe you from now on or from the past. Be it my friendship, love, money or time. One day I’ll be gone, and let what in me for you be yours before that day comes…