I have been tired, tired of i dont know what. Its the regular days at office and the regular fun after it. Its the heat. I am so tired that i cannot sleep. I am so tired that i dont want to wake up in the morning.
I feel exhausted. I feel deprived. Is it sleep or is it peace? I do not know. Is it the hard days work or is it the expectation. My mind works overtime. Juggling, guessing, figuring, all at one go. Things neesd to done. Tasks need to be completed. Lives need to be balanced. Everyone needs to be kept happy. What about my happiness? What what about my peace? Cant find it.
New life, new beginning, fresh start, lots to do, so little time. Its the relationships, its the money, its the trust, its the unsurity, its the insecurity, its the randomness, its the life, its the beginning, its music, its soothing, its cynical, its bearable, its awesome, its lovely.
Is it me? Is it them? Is it theirs? Is it mine? It is love! Is it sacrifice? Is it compromise? Its being together, its staying together, its being forever, its eberything. Its a mix. Its a cocktail. Its the ceremony. Its bliss. Its heavenly. Its super. Its boggling.
Hell i dont know what it is, but this time I DO Care!
Help!